Does it hurt to be real....

This week has been a trial... one that hurt... but the outcome was that Master and I were real ... transparent and honest... and even though throughout the week it hurt the outcome felt a whole lot better. This week, for me has also been a trial of obedience. How easy it would have been to blast Master out of the water... but I knew I couldn't ... I had to trust that things would change that there was a reason .... and even though it took to the start of the new week to get things out in the air it was worth the wait... my level of obedience took a big step forward... trust on the other hand took a beating... I can only hope that our chat today took care of that loss... time will tell! I am feeling great about everything!