While I sit here today working I keep looking over to the candles sitting by my side... knowing that they are my representations for my family that is distant... as I light the tallest I stop and think about the man I call Master and just how much he does for me over the span that separates us... then I light the white candle to the right, my sister slave... my mentor, my guide and my friend... that helping hand that I can trust will be there to grab hold when things go awry... next is my candle, a white candle to the left of the Masters flame... the candle flickers for a bit then burns straight and hot... and lastly the center blue candle... the family unit as one... the one that binds the miles and spirits together... as i look at the cluster I notice that the Masters flame is the brightest... it comes forth from a Silver stand with an oil lamp sitting on top... the flame will last only as long as we his slaves keep the oil filled and the light burning... but our lights can only be lit by his flame... thus the circle of our lives... the four candles sit in a round mirrored tray that reflects who we are to the surrounding room... do i feel close to Master and slave barb... right now I physically feel as if I'm on the floor at his feet where his slave should be... in my heart I am next to his heart and my sister slaves too we are one.
Can you tell that my day has been one of contemplation??? unless there is a major snag coming forth by Friday I will be the 52% share holder of Grafix, Inc. i'm scared... yet excited... I'm nervous but relieved... i'm happy but sad... I never thought I would be selling 48% of my small business to someone else... but that time has come and I am so grateful! This move makes time for visits with Master where I can sit at his feet and revel in that feeling... WOOF!!!
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