today was a great monday... woke up it was pouring!!! stayed like that till almost 1pm... but that couldn't stop me... I had stuff to do! and I got it all done plus a few side things too!
I'm back to re-re-re-re-reading Thich Nhat Hanh's book ANGER ... oh did I mention that this is #5 on the re-reading scale... I've found myself short tempered lately... I need to find out why and how to end it... letters I write come out snappy or curt... even blogs don't flow smooth... they've become choppy and uninspired... AH!... wait... that's may be it!!!
For the past week I've been delving into fantasy... the sale of slaves... the thought of a solid collar around my neck, the idea of serving one-on-one with Master.... the idea of being Owned... has my reality slipped to far to the fantasy? Maybe while reading ANGER I should pull out The Leatherman's Handbook I & II and snap myself back to a place of knowing..... I'll do a centering ceremony tonight... that always seems to help too!
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