As I glance through my calendar I am coming to the realization that I'm way to busy... not with work or serving Master or doing the things I need to be doing... but with a bunch of other... for lack of a better word - Crap! Things like needing to be anal about my cloth closet... for those of you that really know me know that I like order in my life... so yes.. my shirts are all hung (tank tops included) in descending order of color light to dark... pants are straight hung in the same order light to dark... then comes leather - pants, vest, harnesses, cuffs, belts... and lastly my kilt... shoes are lined up by usage... least to most... everything has a place... so WHY??? why do I need to take time to make sure this is done that way? My books, CDs, and DVDs are the same... grouped by genre, then alphabetized... Do i need it that way? No.. but when I need something it's right there at my finger tips...
Have I carried this over to my service? most definitely... a good example, yesterday Master emailed me a project... find a free kinsey test... so googled kinsey test, free and there it was... then another assignment email and/or phone # to the IFBB... google again... boom theres the homepage for the IFBB... a few pages later... there's the email! (god I love google!) ... I think Master was a bit surprised but I mastered google to the point that I can locate almost anything... and it's great...
But I've also looked back in my life and have come to recognize that the order I need in my life is part of who I am... take that away and I loose grip... or is it more that I am afraid to fail my Master and ultimately myself?
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