I guess it's time to let you all know what is going on...

You've read the poems... you've felt the hurt and pain that I have been feeling. Finally the pain was realized...

On sunday October 11th at approximately 2pm Master Larry released me.

The reason... exactly what I have been feeling... his work and life got in the way of what he chose as life... he felt it was unfair to keep me on when he can't be there as Master...

I knew it was coming... I could feel it... so I was prepared... but it didn't make the hurt any less... One year and 6 months is a long time...

I still hurt, there is still a lot of pain... but time will heal...