What to be thankful for...

1. The many friends that are there... the ones that listen and offer great words of wisdom... The ones that just listen...

2. The family that supports even when they don't fully agree

3. Having a great job

4. and I am able to wake up every morning and welcome the day

Lost - abandoned - unknown - Lost

These are the words that describe where I am right now... I am finding the closure of the relationship hard to work though... I just don't know where to turn anymore...

may clarity come forth from the universe.

Time has passed and I feel a lot better with things... even though he said I didn't have to return the tags, the family patches and the bandanna I did anyways... his reason for me keeping them was that I earned them... and that is true... I earned what they represented... I keep that in my heart... the rest is just stuff with no meaning anymore.

I know that sounds harsh... but I have vowed to live a more simple life, less stuff! So some of the first stuff to go was stuff that didn't bring good thoughts... honestly it still hurt to see some it... but it is gone... what he does with it is his business.

Work is going great and it was real nice to go to the Scottish Highland games in my kilt and have fun... next year I will wear the Clan tartan from the LaRochelle region of France... it is beautiful!!!

I bought a new ring and a great shirt to go with my kilt... WOOHOO!!!

Enjoying life right now! and loving it!