As I sit here... with my slave brothers near me, at MTs home... after slowly reviving from a cathartic flogging... still reveling in the emotion and pain... I am home ... I am at peace and i am released... my life went from pain and confusion to pain and peace... the emotions still flow but my path it focused and clear once again... I have been given permission to wear a collar... for me... not for a Master... YET... MT protects me... and my brothers care for me as I care for them all... I am home...