no blog for a while.... I know... yada yada yada.... hehehe

some good news happening... first... we welcomed a new member of the family... Blake Stephen Jackson 8lbs 7.5oz little boy... he's so cute! congrats! Robert and Holly... so yup... I'm a great uncle again!

More good news... Work is going great... I've already accomplished a major project and have received a big at-a-boy from my Managers boss... My manager was extremely happy and told me that this could be a long term relationship that will benefit everyone! My manager is already talking security clearance... that is a good sign! I have to say that I really love my job!!! what a great change of pace!

The move... well it's almost over... Bissons movers have rebated me over $1200 for screwing this up so be... I'm happy with the outcome...

Master Taino seem excited that I'm ready to jump in to the community and see what is going on in the real world... I look forward to the MAsT Meeting!

So all in all it's going great!

A new start

I know it has been a while since the last entry... my life has been anything but quiet and serene enough to write even the littlest and shortest of thoughts... but finally I am at a place to start re-looking at where my life is going... we are now in Woddbridge... happy? I honestly don't know yet there is still a lot of settling in to do... our stuff won't be here till thursday... the last days at the house in Lisbon Falls were particularly hard... I kept myself very busy so as to not allow myself time to think to much... tomorrow starts a new chapter in my life... I start my new job with the ACOE... I'm excited, scared, apprehensive, all rolled into one... I look forward to the challenge...

I now know why I don't have and/or want kids... as I sit here at 9pm all I hear is top of the lung screams from a 3yo and a 2yo... And I need sleep! being up before the crack of dawn doesn't help!

Ah ... only to live a life without challenges!!!

an update.... the house is still on the market....
Packing 85% done...
sanity - gone
emotions - high
stress - through the ceiling!
scared - yup
uneasy - yup
unknown - way too much

will I be ok... most definitely.... but it will take time