As I sit here today after a very full weekend I can’t help but look back at how enjoyable it all was. Friday, even though I wasn’t feeling all that great worked through the feelings and got what needed to be completed done… it was so awesome to see Ms. Khiki and slave jez again. Saturday was a busy but great day! Starting off the day with Master David’s erotic whipping was a great way to start the day, then piercing with Ms. Khiki, next up was the panel discussion on service slaves – we had a great class and good discussion and lastly Mentoring with Ms. Khiki – I really enjoyed that class especially having slave kellie in Florida asking me to mentor him… argh… after a few discussion it comes down to answer his questions and point him in the right direction great… I just don’t have the time for a full mentorship in my life right now… it wouldn’t be fair to him or me. Dinner with Master David and Ms. Khiki, slave justin and everyone was just great… what a great family! Sunday started out early but moved fast. The clean-up/set-up went great and the teamwork we all had worked out just great. I was surprised that Master David chose Sunday to whip me… we had talked a few times about doing a whipping scene “in the future”. Guess his “future” and mine differ in time! But it was very nice and I really enjoyed his work! Lol and still do today… the clean-up went great with lots of help and dinner finished off the weekend on a high! All in all an enjoyable weekend!
This week will be a fairly quiet one in my world… work , work, and more work! But I love it!
I’m going to bring back a segment that I used to have on my blog and for some reason stopped it. It’s called “From the well”.
FROM THE WELL
I usually speak to myself in my blogs, but I feel in this area I can speak directly to you Master.
This area isn’t always easy to write nor I’m sure isn’t always easy to read…
This past weekend I was quietly hoping to be flogged by you… to spend that little bit of one on one time with you… but after seeing how distant slave matt became Saturday with the influx of people in the house I knew that he needed time with you and that was more important . I saw this to be very prevalent Saturday night while assisting in the prep of the meal… he let slave jez know that he was disappearing for some time… then again after dinner he stuck to chatting with justin, jez and the guys and staying somewhat distant… I knew then that it would be best to allow matt the time he needed with you and just keep busy and I was ok with that. I saw matts quietness start again Sunday morning so I opted to just not engage with him… we both went on our ways and did what we needed to do… I watched quietly throughout the day as you spent time with him on and off knowing that’s what he needed but still hoping for some of that time with you. It felt nice to have Master David step in and share some one-on-one time with me Sunday. He filled some of that void that I had longed for back on Friday… and I thanked him profusely for that time however… still missing that “Master time”. When it came time to leave after dinner I knelt before you… you hugged me and didn’t let go… it filled that void that was there… Knowing that over the weekend I had served to my best and was appreciated filled that empty feeling that had welled up…
Something that you may have seen in me or may not have seen… I don’t ask to be played with… for me that is a gift for you to offer. I’ve been asked why I don’t ask for what I want… I suppose it goes back to my upbringing of not begging for something I really want. I was born into a French, Catholic, Military household. Dad was an Aviation Electrician with the Blue Angels for the majority of his career with the Navy. My sister and I were raised such that you could ask once and that was it… there was no begging or whining period. Children were pretty much meant to be seen (and in short spurts at that) and not heard… so begging has never been something done
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