Sunday, August 1, 2010

8/1/2010

alone...

That's how i've felt this weekend... I almost feel like everyone was told to leave me alone but i'm sure... well at least mostly sure that wasn't the case... I understand that David is busy with the accounting and conference stuff and you are the same... matt just seemed to check out emotionally... I know he's questioning a lot but there comes a time that just beinging isn't enough. Maybe it's good thing and the Universe has a reson for it and I'll understand later but right I can honestly say some family life and together time would have been nice.

For now I how found a zen space to be in and a good book to finish reading until we head out for davids birthday dinner... then its back home to face a reality that I don't miss. Maybe in time that too will change.

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