Monday, August 16, 2010

8/16/2010

15 days since I last wrote with a lot of questioning going on with few answers to fill in the blanks...

I've been spending a lot of time in a quiet meditation/centering space seeking direction, seeking that path of enlightenment. While I love serving, am I in turn being fed? It's a hard question to answer. In fact I don't believe there is a definative yes or no because there are so many aspects to the question. Is my need to serve being fed? yes that's about it... I'm not even sure how to cover the rest except to say that I'm still here to fulfill a purpose... just wish I knew what that was.

Just listening to a song... "Life isn't the breath you take... but the moments that take your breath away"

I'm sitting here realizing howmany frustrations I have in my life right now... issues with family... sexual frustrations... relationship frustrations... where is my life going? why do I need to deal with this???

Oh well... back to work...

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