I figured it out!!! I have been so perplexed as to why my blogs are misinterpreted... I used to have two blogs... I would sit and explode on the screen... life in the raw so to speak... fealings, emotions, fears and joys all there for ME to see! Then I would sit back relax then type a blog that was more cohesive and rational ... without the emotional overtones... edited? not really - Filtered is a better term. I really don't know if I prefer to be questioned on my blogs or know that they are not as transparent as I want them to be... I'm almost to point that I would prefer the transperancy over the hiding - not to mention that I don't really like doing two blogs!
Wow... I can't believe it's conference time again... excited is an understatement! Daddy Don has been wonderful and also great to chat with concerning life in general... His outlook on church resonates deeply with me coming from the same background. Sir Brian, He's just as wonderful as he was the first day Master Curtis introduced us... I often wonder what would have happened had I petitioned him... hmmmm... Boy Johnathan... WOOF!!! he is so nice... I like him a lot!
The petition... for me... wow - yes it was hard, it was a major step out of a comfort zone... As I told you I don't ask for or beg for things redily... so to ask for your collar was a huge thing but something told me it was the right time ... that letter has been on my computer now for almost two months and I had planned to keep it there for another two... but that didn't happen. I know that there is a lot to talk about and a lot to think about and that will happen later... after the conference.
well back to work! lots to do to cover thursday and friday... Lovin Life!!!
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