Wednesday, October 13, 2010

10/13/2010

A really good class last night and a great topic!

I sat there during the class thinking how much I'm missing the "contact" and headspace that I had with M Larry and some of the other M's that I've served. Even though I didn't get a response from M Larry I knew that he had the opportunity to read the text message that I sent in the morning, noon and night. It kept me in that headspace that place of knowing that Master was there and it was him that I served day in and day out...

I thought a lot last night on the way home about writing this blog/communication to express a desire to return to that... ok maybe not to the three times a day routine that I was in... but maybe a mid day text or email to say "hi" and to let you know where I'm at on that particular day. It would also open some communication when you are away.

When Master David asked us to do that little exercise I mentioned how important that greating time was to me, and how not being there all the time it became even more special and important to me... Unlike sl david and sl matt I don't have a mantra or daily connection time to keep me connected and centered... and yes I know that I'm not your slave and you are under no obligation to accept this proposal along with the fact that you are not real big on texting... but it is something to discuss or work on in the near future...

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